i'll be here awhile

:D

2010-10-16T18:07:00.001+08:00

OMG. Hello blogger! :) Its been awhile. I have soo many things to write about, but I can't seem to find the right time to pour it all out into this page. I promise I will not delay it as soon as I have the mood to get it done. PROMISE. For now, I may be closing this site temporarily. Quick updates are on tumblr by the way.

love,
me ♥

♥

2010-09-06T12:31:00.000+08:00

Babe, I love you. :)

Lack of updates? Yeah.

2010-06-07T22:23:00.005+08:00

Back to the real world now.

Yes, I have not been updating. I will make up for it, soon I hope. But anyway, reason for this post is simply to notify those friends who have followed or have linked my assessment blog to theirs, that I will be removing it soon. More like, delete. Why? Because I simply have no time to update it. Before I do ultimately delete it, I will review it again, and base my decisions on whether it still serves a purpose or otherwise. Or maybe I'll just make it private and use it as a test blog. Hmm... we'll see.

Oh and by the way, 3rd semester has already begun. I got two assignments already, and its the major one for the subjects. I think? Idk. Okay, school talk done. I recently signed myself up with the site Sabah Bloggers United[kindly look for the banner on the word 'just' above my posts]. It's a webbie dedicated to uniting all Sabahan bloggers. Good cause indeed, yeah? Big shout out to my friend Azreen, thanks for the invitation. :)

So yes, it is going to be a challenging sem. And I am oh-so-ready. NOT. Hahaha. Toodles for now,I hope someone, anybody, still reads my blog. 'Cause I'm back. X)

yours truly,

precious♥

depressed? maybe.

2010-05-26T00:28:00.004+08:00

Spiralling downward and I wonder if I'm gonna get back up within these few minutes. I feel angry but most of all hurt, I don't intend to hurt, but saying things without thinking about the current situation is probably the factor for the blow off.

I don't feel the need to explain or apologize, and so I'm just gonna act dumb. I feel really numb now, it's not helping. My face just says it all. I don't think that way about it, but I just feel that it's slightly better. At least from how I see it now. Yes, I am talking in riddles. And yes, I do not care. Its temporary, I know I'll get over it soon enough... though I refuse to talk about it now. Maybe I will tomorrow, or the day after, or the day after next. All I know for sure is, I just don't wanna think about it no more. Sorry, but I didn't mean it in that way at all. Why? Why? Why?

vexed & upset,

precious

Holidays.

2010-05-11T18:52:00.003+08:00

Its the first week of sem break, and so far, I haven't been doing much. At least not yet. I thought about doing part time work as a tutor, but then again, I think I'm too lazy. So I probably won't start anytime soon. Sigh. But I really do need to get a part-time job soon. Need those extra cash for a surprise present, so yeah. I better get a job soon..

Now, I have been out with my cuzzies♥ since my finals were over. It was all good times, great times to be exact, to destress myself and relax. First off, Friday. Went to Alysso's birthday party at her house, was fun. We[b, moi, thal & Lex] went together[thanks baby for sending us :)]. What I did not expect was to see Rex. Hahaha. Then everyone sorta had catching up sessions with each other, and drank a few. Got back, and felt a lil bit dizzy due to the lack of training. ;p

Then Saturday came, Wiwin's bf Shel invited us to his birthday. Win fetched us from home, and drove all the way to D'Junction. Thank God it was indoors, considering that it rained that day. Took pictures, ate yummy food, sang our hearts out[it was karaoke time bha, hahha] and ate yummy yummy cake as well. :)

Thank you Shel for the invitation and Win for fetching us. ♥

The yummy cheese cake. :)

All pictures courtesy of Jay. The rest are on Facebook.

We left the bash a wee bit early, cause' we had movie date with the cuzzies and friends. So Mr.Piggy did the honour of fetching us, and driving all the way to CP. :D When we got there, met up with Tria. Hugs and hugs and talks. Off we go to get the tickets, watched Iron Man 2. Movie was okay, although I expected the fight between RDJ and Mickey Rourke to be longer. :S

Movie done, Lido mari~ X) The movie finished at about 9 something, and naturally, everyone was starving. Tria couldn't join, but the rest of us went on. When we got there, surprisingly, Papa Feb and Uncle Edie was there too. With friends of course. Hahha. Spent the night catching up and drinking. I did myself a favour and did not drink as much. *giggles*

Ian and Tintin came, and of course, we had a pretty late night. No pics for this, too lazy to even upload em. We ended the night with goodbyes and hugs and loves. ♥

Much love,

precious.

we're the perfect two ♥

2010-05-11T18:22:00.001+08:00

In love with this song. Thanks to my dearest cuzzie ♥

it hurts.

2010-04-27T10:49:00.002+08:00

yes, this was to be expected. but I am in no way siding anybody. I am just sticking to what I believe is true and standing by a friend. yes, something I said was wrong. I admit it. but no, I do not wish to hear anything else. this is not my fight, I don't want to lose either friends and I wanna clarify today that I still despise her. You may not believe whatever we say, but its okay. I understand. I know, each friend is just standing for the other as well. I'm sorry to you, whom I despise, and I ask for your forgiveness because I wanna be the bigger person. I admit as well, there a few wrong turns here and there, it shouldn't have happened this way.

I know, I wasn't there. but trust me, I have eyes too. I know how to read as well. I rather keep my own opinions to myself though. I'm sorry to both of you, this hasn't been the best thing to talk about. You, my dearest friend, I hope when you read this, know that I am still your friend. No matter what shit we go through, its what makes us stronger. we don't have to be this way forever. Not my fight, never will be. I hope that whatever is happening now, will turn for the better.

We're still buddies.

yours sincerely,

precious

in love with this song. :)

2010-04-27T10:35:00.001+08:00

How?

2010-03-20T15:49:00.002+08:00

Speechless~

I can’t believe what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

I can’t believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He’s gonna get you and after he’s through
There’s gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless

I’ll never love again,
Oh friend you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless, so speechless

Hooow?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

And after all the drinks and bars that we’ve been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we’ve been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?

If I promise to you boy
That I’ll never talk again
And I’ll never love again
I’ll never write a song
Won’t even sing along

I’ll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You’ve left me speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose “death and company”
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh

Updates.

2010-02-07T00:31:00.003+08:00

BEWARE : WHINY POST AHEAD.

Well hello baby, its been a long time.. no? Which is why i'm blogging now. I've decided to promise myself to blog more, and also to get my assignments done on time. :s

So basically, i keep telling myself to stop procrastinating and actually get on with the job, cause' really, i don't wanna be late. Late in a sense, you know, sending your work late? Yeah, that. Its so hard to pay attention to some stuff at times, when all i'm thinking of is being in an ethereal place where i can breathe. *lala-land, here i come!*

I don't wanna be a drama queen or whatsoever, though at times its really hard being around people. Especially when their so effin oblivious. ITS ANNOYING. And please, forgive me for whining, but its high time somebody told them off. *wishing, wishing & wishing*

I have no guts to do so now, and i don't even know why. Is it wrong to say please? I mean, c'mon, if you have manners, or at least respect for someone, couldn't you at least say "can you please help me __________ ??" 'PLEASE' may not seem like an important word at times, but it just shows whether you respect people. Or not. The lack of respect between friends irks me. Why? Simple. I respect you and treat you well, in return i get cussed at. Now tell me, does that seem right? Whether or not your joking, sometimes, it ain't right to throw cuss words at friends. Not everybody's the same, some get offended big time and their impression on you just gets worse.

I'm no saint, neither do i claim to be, but as far as cuss words go, i don't go around cussing people in their faces for no absolute REASON. Unless i have to, and if you annoy the devil out of me. [see, this shows that i am human after all] Nobody, and i mean really, likes to be cussed. Even when they say they don't mind even one bit, they do. PEOPLE ACTUALLY DO CARE. I know for a fact that all human beings love to deny things, especially if they wanna gain someone else's approval. Sucks to be that person.

Sucking up to people only happens when its for a good cause, but quote Mr. Jack, "Not everyone's moral beliefs are the same, what you deem as right/wrong doesn't necessarily applies to other'. " So yeah, i know not everyone agrees with me when i say its wrong to bite your nails. Hahaha. Random. This is such a whiny post, and i like it. Contrary to popular belief, people contradict each others words all the time when their trying to avoid something. But i bet everybody knows that already, am i right? Yes, i am. ;p

To a certain extent.

HAHAHA. Vain the very, i know yes. It hurts not to speak [backwards?] or shuffling your sentence sometimes. Helps to soothe the mind. [okay, i'm babbling, please read till the end, or maybe not. Hehehe]

I shall end this post here, and continue with my endless babble in the next one.

Loony and perky,

precious

oh, oh, oh, oh.

2010-01-21T18:37:00.002+08:00

♥

I know.

2010-01-16T12:51:00.005+08:00

I'm getting busier by the day, no thanks to all the assignments that are piling up. Sigh~

so basically, i feel ultra lazy now. i just wanna get it all done with, especially CS. I MISS MY FRIENDS!!!! and i feel so bad for not being able to go out with em. Sorry ladies! :(

Oh and i just found out, new building has a sitting room. its kinda lame, considering the fact that there's no wifi. but whatever, it doesn't really bother me as much as the heat does. its been raining for almost a week now, i love rainy days. except when i have to go out on said days. i dunno whats wrong with some of my friends [not my loves from high school kay]. some are just a revolting sight to see, in a sense, you see em slowly turning into what might be their real troublesome self. i believe in the word justice and truth. i can't wait to see it happen.

Truth be told, i rather not be with some people. You know when everything's not working out, some tend to stray and ignore the rest? yeah, thats exactly it. to make matters worse, some freaky+creepy dude just won't stop annoying my friends. i mean, dude, c'mon. if you wanna be friends, act normal at least? stop asking people to "help" you with the notes and whatnot.

yes, i know, i am whining. but everybody deserves the right to rant, no? SO DON'T YOU DARE THINK THAT YOUR THE ONLY ONE WITH A LOT OF PROBLEMS! suffer the pain of my wrath, idiot. i loathe those who are always selfish and have no sense of care for everyone else.

i'm nice, but don't complain one too many times to me. i get tired too you know. i'm trying to be the good friend here, so please don't get on my nerves. i will bite back, i will hurt you, WHEN I HAVE TO. and i have never said this publicly, so please. consider everyone else's feelings too?

we are nice, we care, we even console when its needed... but if you don't listen nor care about what we have to say, why should we stick around? Why?? tell me why, cause' i don't give a shit about it now. i'm THIS close to losing it around you, and before i snap, think wisely. and act smart. don't give me crap about the same thing twice.

i will be there to help you when you don't need me [as much as i don't want to], because a friend always does. God said to forgive, i forgive you. so excuse me while i vomit my hatred out, and be happy around you again. *long sigh*

not a hate post, just letting off some steam. nobody's perfect, neither am i.

yours truly,

precious.

:(

2010-01-08T17:22:00.002+08:00

lets just pray that this issue will be resolved soon, i hope that nobody is offended by this post. let this not get in the way of how we Sabahan's are, true unity does not discriminate race or religion. respecting other's beliefs are just as important as having other's respect ours. be wise, and stay safe.

i really hope that no more church attacks will be done, my heart goes out to the churches in the west. God almighty is strong and bigger than any of us, no man can stand in His way. amen.

if anybody doesn't know it yet, read it here the star online. [oh and i dunno if anybody still reads my blog, but if you happen to stop by, read it.]

p/s: still hoping for peace and love.

yours,

precious.

2010.

2010-01-04T16:39:00.005+08:00

Well, the title says it all. its a new year, and the new year's resolutions are still the same albeit more specific this time round. Really. First off, flabs. need to get those fats burning, and shed some serious kg's. i feel as if i'm an elephant, and i soo do not want to make myself any bigger than i am now. [of course everyone has weight issues, but i am lucky either way for what i am now. mama said that]

Hmm, and i know i haven't been updating, been real lazy. I KNOW! hahha. I need to get myself back into study mode and what not. 2009 was good, had ups and downs but got through it and i thank God for everything that's happened. lessons were learned, grew wiser over the year. maybe still a lil childish, hahaha. Nothing wrong with that right? Friends made up, and i'm happy about that. crazier things have happened i guess, although i don't think i remember any. So Christmas and new year's was great, i had the best nights ever. well, not ever ever, but ever for that year. What am i saying, hahha.

Christmas morning

Christmas night ;)

basically, we had a lot of fun. dancing all night long, and simply enjoying each others company. soon after Christmas, the weddings and etc, it was my birthday. had the best night also, thanks brothers and lovelies for making it a happy, fun, slippery night for moi. i ♥ you guys! :)

now its back to reality, study mode on. feeling as lazy as ever as i'm typing this part. i'm off. hope everyone had a great Christmas and New Year. :)

yours truly,

precious

Happy New Year.

2009-12-31T11:04:00.001+08:00

its new year's eve, and i'm sick.

boohoo.

i hope everyone has a great day and may the new year bring more health, prosperity and happiness. :)

yours,

precious.

L-O-V-E

2009-12-21T22:02:00.006+08:00

he's my sexy love. :)

i miss my blog!!!!!!!!!!! i did not purposely abandon it okay? xp

and yes, i know. i haven't been blogging. been away, shopped a lot! like seriously. hahaha. thanks brother for everything. :)

eventhough i bought a lot of dresses, i still need moreeeeee. hehhe. i can't wait to shop again oh, i want i want i want. grrr. now i really have no idea what i wanna wear for Christmas, dang. what i decided doesn't seem to fit the occasion and etc. so i'm kinda bummed now, mum says the dress isn't right. so yeah. there goes my so-called outfit for church, unused on the special day.

anywho, its advent, and i need to go for confessionla. hehhe. its that time of the year again when we celebrate Jesus' coming into the world. i absolutely love this occasion, it just brings our familia closer and closer every year.

i need to lose weight, there's 3days left before Christmas, and i have to lose weight, at least 2 kg's. i wanna be slim again, and i hope i know what to wear before we balik kampung. :(

oh and i was away in kl for 11days, reason for not updating. hehehe. i had lotsa fun there, can't wait to go again. but now that i'm back, i'll be updating as much as i can before we balik kg. :D

thats it, toodle loves.

yours truly,

precious :)

December

2009-12-04T10:06:00.003+08:00

its december already! OMG. time really does fly.

21 more days to Christmas. i'm getting real excited now. :D

that means there's maybe about 25 days more to my birthday. wee~

i really am excited, i can't wait!!!!!! going back to kg soon i think, maybe on the 23rd or so. this time we're gonna party all night, and i'm definitely gonna stay up as late as possible to get all those sizzling hot shots. ;p

currently in love with the song Season of Love, by Shiny Toy Guns. :)

Love, feel love

Every question, every answer too

Ever constant, ever changing you

It's all memory in the sun

Or its all in the darkness

Maybe its all around

To see if we try

And maybe its been inside of me

All this time

Love, love, love

Love, love, love,

Love, love, love ooh

Crazy with it, crazier without

Never certain, never full of doubt

Now you feel it, now you don't

Do you know what you're feeling?

Where did it come from

And where does it go?

If it were right in front of me

Would i know?

Love, love, love

Love, love ,love

ooooooh. hahaha.

2009-11-26T12:25:00.003+08:00

hair transformations, all in a year. lucky 08. ;p

and then finally, the most recent pic[not really but whatever, hahha]...

TA-DA!!! :)

2009.

and i'm gonna go trim my fringe again today. yipee! :D

yours truly,

precious!

who's this???

2009-11-26T12:16:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA.

me. weird. OMG. so 4 years ago. time flies. hehhe.

raph, moi, teddy.

2009-11-26T12:08:00.003+08:00

we had the same haircut. i don't look like me here. hahha.

ting's artwork. i think i've posted it before. :D

one of my fave teddies. :)

RAAAR.

2009-11-26T11:42:00.003+08:00

reminiscing on how we first started out as friends was really funny. :)

♥ you baby

feeling uber lazy.

2009-11-24T16:43:00.005+08:00

God help me, i don't wanna be lazy. tons of things to type and study for, please please please let my brain work tonight. SIGH.

stressed out, exhausted, lazy. my brain is cramped, i'm feeling uninspired, and i need a really good body massage! precious stop procrastinating, you know you don't want to. *smacks head*

yes, this is how bad i feel right now. hahha. the level of uncertainty on whether i'm able to complete it is high, and no, i don't wanna take the risk of not finishing what i chose. shit. been having a lot of celebration lately, and i'm so sure that as soon as finals are over, more parties.

with my very short list of complaints, i hereby end it with photos of yours truly and my baby nephew.

i love fitz. really. i do. :)

lovin' this.

2009-11-17T12:23:00.000+08:00

i love this song right now.

angry!

2009-11-17T11:59:00.002+08:00

upset, angry and just sad.

2009-11-17T11:13:00.003+08:00

I'm so pissed today. my phone is broken [its been like that since yesterday], and my memory card went crazy as well. now i couldn't even access the pics, and i lost all my precious pics from october and this month as well. they were all nice pictures and i didn't even get to save em. *SIGH!* :'(

and now, digi is being a bitch to me, has been for the past few months. everytime i send a text, there's always bound to be one that he wouldn't receive. bloody line, making me extremely angry, ESPECIALLY when i'm already angry and sad enough. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING NOW??!!

I HATE THIS. ugh. i'm really, really, REALLY upset right now. and nothing seems to cheer me up. wtf does my mmc have to be that way? now i regret the fact that i procrastinated about transferring my pics to the pc earlier, before this unlucky incident happened. :(

this is soo not my day. assignment needs to be done, but i don't feel inspired to type anymore. *screams*

i guess i just have to get over it, losing all those beautiful pics of the last 2 months.

truly upset,

precious. ♥

randoms.

2009-11-14T01:13:00.003+08:00

had inthi midterm yesterday, was okay. hopefully pass. tomorrow baby's going to kudat for a field trip. :(

and so i dunno what to do, i mean, i still have an assignment to finish. ugh. i don't really wanna go out unless i have to. all i want is to workout and lose the flabs. soo freaking chubby now. sigh.. good thing about today though, is that deL is coming back!!! *screams*

that's the good part, the sad part is that Eca is going back to KL. :'(

and its all on the same day.

i'm happy and sad at the same time cause' both are my close friends, my chicas. ♥ you girls. but there's more problems ahead, and i hope we can repair 'it' ASAP. its so sad to know that some aren't getting along, like they should. aside from that, the wedding's next week!! we're all so excited, i can't wait. i wanna snapsnapsnap more pics of everybody. ;)

finals in two more weeks, study study study again. wishing the best for all SPM and STPM candidates!! May the Lord's blessings be upon everyone of you, and may He guide you in your examinations. amen.

off to bed now.

truly yours,

precious ♥

♥ ♥ ♥

2009-11-09T20:40:00.003+08:00

posted something similar on tumblr. *winks

Congrats to the convent choir girls, you girls deserve it. Keep the convent spirit high, thanks for making Sabah a proud state. :D

i'm sure all the seniors are proud as well, we love you girls!

yours,

precious ♥

I want.

2009-11-03T13:14:00.003+08:00

i want a maltese/cocker spaniel hybrid puppy. please????

updates. :)

2009-11-02T20:02:00.004+08:00

halloween~

yes, i know. i have been neglecting my blog for way too long. and God knows what i did, but anywho, updates as mentioned. hmm.

- spent the whole day with b and loy on her birthday, went out, watched pandorum. and then off to rumba. slept over, spent time with baby fitz and everyone at b's house. :)

- the days that followed, went to class as usual. learned a lot, studied [a little, hehhe]. i actually crafted my whole impromptu speech in my head as my mind was drifting off into lala-land.

- finally, the day we were all psyched about. friday. hahha. yes, i am excited about last friday. celebrated aunt donna's birthday with us hip anak buahs and aunts and uncles and friends. hehhe. don't need to elaborate much on that, all was pure FUN. XD

- attended wedding mass, ate, went to watch rugby match. then eat, eat and eat. ;p

- dinner. last night. it was the shit, seriously. at least for our table, hahha. we kinda had our own private party [as if it was our wedding, hahahaha]. ate, talked, talked, snaps and of course, the best part of all was dancing. my cuzzies and i were stoked. gagagaga. but, i don't wanna post up any pics yet. maybe later. hehhe.

so that was practically everything i did, and yeah, i'm lazy, so its all in point form. hahahaha. but i have to do a lot of studying again soon, hmm. exam exam exaaaam. and i did my speech today, it was, uh, so-so la. i hoped i sounded intelligible enough. ;p

things to look forward to this week : eca's, cuzzies and familia moments. :)

later,

precious. ♥ baby

you know that

2009-10-23T09:47:00.002+08:00

sometimes, you just gotta learn to appreciate what you have. you tend to forget what matters most, and want more and more of something. deep down you just know it, know that you don't have to have everything in the world to be happy. BUT, it is a bonus to have EVERYTHING you want. hehhe. <3

and so a lot has happened recently, the pics above were from our kundasang trip. with baby's familia. :)

we had a LOT OF FUN i tell you. hahha. us young people stayed in the other chalet, and we slept on bunk beds. me and baby didn't bother about who'll sleep on top and such. ;) after we settled in, we were all off to discover kundasang. hahaha. as if everyone's never been there. baby's familia and moi went around heritage at first, took lotsa cute pics of us. hehhe.

i wouldn't exactly call those pics cute, but who cares. after heritage, we went to mesilou [that's the exact spelling of the kampung]. BEAUTIFUL and BREATHTAKING. sigh...

the thought of being in that place at the time was so calming and it felt very zen-like for a minute. for a minute onlyla, cause' then we started taking pics and there was 2 couples there who were so annoying. Ugh. i did mention that the sight was breathtaking right? it felt like you could just stay there forever, and reminisce about the past. its so peaceful, i wish i had an atmosphere like that at home. you can just chillax and forget about all the madness, and live life. let it pass slowly, let it slip through your fingers for a second or two and then let reality barge right in your face. hahha.

so much for having a zen-like moment. :p

headed back to our chalet, had lunch, barbecued, ate more, bathed, then a suprise birthday for uncle and shannon. the rest was __________________. :)

to sum it all up, it was FUN.

literally. pictures will be posted soon enough. not that any of you mind.

truly yours,

precious. ♥ you baby.

New member of the mafia. :)

2009-10-21T17:03:00.004+08:00

World, say hello to baby Benito Fitz Fidel Gidung.

Born 21st of October, at 0027.

He's so beautiful. :)

not now.

2009-10-14T11:26:00.006+08:00

updates, but later on la. :)

just watch. :D

joeybaby. :)

2009-10-07T20:39:00.008+08:00

we're not perfect, but we try to make things work. he's my excuse for being light headed and silly at times. but really, he just takes my mind off things. when i need to cool down, he's there. he's my dose of pure bliss and happiness when i need it the most. aside from b, he's my go-to-guy. my main man, my listener, my sounding board, my number one fan and most importantly my love. :)

and he's my excuse for being lovesick. i love you baby.

so.

2009-10-07T10:25:00.006+08:00

i'm bored. don't really feel like doing anything except eating pisang goreng. yes, i feel insanely bored. days like this come by once in awhile, and when it does, it makes me feel really dull. oh by the way, started college 2 days ago. orientation was okay, not as bad as i expected it to be.

talked to a lot of people, well, not a lot, but there were a few. made new friends and etc. everyone started being a little less shy after the game, lounging around the hall.. just hanging out. but enough about that, i'll tell you more about it in two days time.anywho, that's just us. him playing games and me interrupting. hahha. a little something about us, we share the same love for fries. seriously. i'm not joking. the proof? look below.

we particularly love McD's fries. hehhe. and we also love burgers, coke, italian food. the list just goes on and on, i tell you. speaking of food, i'm off to get some. i'm feeling utterly bitter and miserable because of my empty stomach.

yours truly,
precious. :)

sigh.

2009-10-04T14:13:00.003+08:00

i'm bored to tears now, this has undoubtedly been one of the most boring weekends i have spent this week. :s

i can't sit still, and playing the sims on PS2 is the only thing that's keeping me sane at the moment. oh and word search, and baby and b and my siblings. other than that, i feel dead right now. the boredom is killing me. if only i could have baskin robbins icecream now, that would've at least brighten my mood a little. ugh. speaking of mood, watched Ps.I love you last night. with brothers. and they actually enjoyed it. hahha. but the movie was definitely the bomb. i love it. its definitely in my list of sweet+mushy movies to watch. :D:D:D:D

but like i mentioned earlier, i feel dead. oh and the thought of college is making me a little nervous. my brain is rusty as you read this, cause' i've been spending all most half of the year doing nothing. God, help me that my brain would function well. amen. seriously, hahha. was talking about the rustiness of my brain with my cuzzie Charles last night.

so i guess i'm off now. will update more soon.

truly yours,
precious. Je'taime baby. :-*

its just another.. sigh.

2009-10-02T08:56:00.007+08:00

not such a good day today, not for me. i'm unhappy, not entirely satisfied and neither am i feeling in the zone about anything. :(

i miss you girls! ♥ all of you!

and i miss my cuzzie-wuzzies too! ♥ you guys! ;(

why do i feel so miserable? unsatisfied with how everything is, and upset with myself. i feel like banging my head on the wall right now. i'm feeling really, really, REALLY lazy now.

i'm off.

yours,
precious. ♥

lookie here.

2009-09-28T23:34:00.003+08:00

still tweaking things on my blog. :)

oh and i love those two kids. adorable and uber-cute. ♥

honey honey.

2009-09-24T18:41:00.005+08:00

ting, i knew you'd say that. hahahaha. i forgot to mention your name. but really, that's the only song i like. annoying but addictive. anywho, i'm still sick. and i don't like it at all. i need sugar and cold stuff, but i can't have any for now. *sigh..

orientation week is in 2 weeks time. aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh~~~!! nervous, excited, but i'm more nervous. hahha. i can't wait to get it over with. i miss my girls a lot! didn't even get to hangout with any of them during the hols. we must hangout soon okay girls? :-*

i miss my cuzzies as well, charles, you take good care of yourself there kay? oh and a happy belated birthday to my dear cuzzie Alexandra.i know we all had fun last sunday, so yeah. happy birthday again! :)

truly yours,
precious.

this song is addictive.

2009-09-24T10:41:00.000+08:00

just that song. okay? hahaha.

loving it.

2009-09-24T10:24:00.003+08:00

i wanna be a part of it, new york, new york.
hahha.

la famiglia è l'essenza.

2009-09-19T12:15:00.002+08:00

today's gonna be a good day, i know it. :)
and so i'm ready for everything. for today.
but whatever comes the day after, and soon,
i'll get through it.
there's never a better day than today to start what
i wanted to do.
and.. i seriously wanna stop procrastinating! hahha.
i thank Him for everything he has given to me and my family.
for without You, we are lost sheeps.
il Signore è con noi nei nostri cuori, il suo nome è soprattutto il nome.

i love YOU.

candy.

2009-09-12T07:54:00.004+08:00

just give me some candy. ♥

Gossip Girl baby. :)

2009-09-10T23:50:00.005+08:00

season 3 is almost out, OMFGEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! i can't wait. since i started watching it like, really watching it, i've been anticipating this moment. hahha. i mean, seriously, GG is one of the best ways to destress you know. i loveeeee and i mean absolutely loveeeeeee the show. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ it!

so anyway, i'm starting college soon. i can't believe it myself, mind you, and so... yeah... i'm nervous alright. new friends, new environment. *sigh. i just wish things were way easier, i wish i don't have to grow up. hahaha. but yeah, we need to grow up and get on with life. this is not Neverland.

yours,
P. :3

:)

2009-09-10T18:12:00.002+08:00

OMG. my dad called me up in the afternoon asking about the perfume i wanted. and..... you guessed it, he bought it! Yaaaay! I'm soo happy right now, cause' i've been wanting it since forever. THANK YOU PAPA!! i love you! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

i didn't bother to take a nice pic, i'm just thrilled right now. hahha.

thank you again papa, hehehe. :)

yours truly,
precious.

updaaaaaatessss. :)

2009-09-03T00:41:00.008+08:00

well hello. i have been procrastinating a lot about updating my blog, hahaha. yes, i'm soo very lazy nowadays. i need to get my mojo back, then maybe i'll feel more excited to blog again. hmm. a lot has happened, and plus, i just got back from my kl trip a few days ago. it was one of the best i've had so far, and i just found out recently as well that my cuzzie Danielle reads my blog. OMG. i ♥ you lovey! :)

so for the first 2 weeks [almost 2 weeksla], i was babysitting my cuzzie Odin. she is just soo adorable! i miss her already. as i babysat, of course i took quite a number of pics of her and us. we ate, we played, we sang, we slept as well. all in all, it was quite fun and entertaining. she is just one of the most brightest four year old i have ever encountered. the way she talks is soo cute and its hard to get angry at her cause' she just knows how to make you feel all warm and fuzzy inside. hehhe. oh and she knows how to sing Love Story as well, hahha. smart eh?

morning, right after we both woke up.

one of her many toys, cute no? :D

and one of her fave things to do, eat!
especially chocola icecreams and the sort. :p

adorable little chit kan? hahha. its hard to resist her, i tell you. especially when she asks you to watch something with her. i'm posting the rest of her pics on facebook, so go visit. :)
oh and within those 2 weeks i spent babysitting, i was also GG-ing. hahha. my new addiction. Chuck+Blair 4eva! :p

two weeks later, [to be exact,12 days later] Uncle Mark dropped me off at Rj's place. but before that, we actually went to Summit to change one of my GG dvd, rosak! too bad the shop wasn't opened yet, and we didn't have time to go either cause' it was soo freakin' far from their [rj, lulu & buddy's] house. i'm definitely gonna make it a point to get rj to buy the complete second season again, hehehe. on the first day of my stay with them, me and rj went grocery shopping for both me and nicky. hahha. bought a new pink-ish pillow and a pair of khakis. love love love em. thanks bro. :D

the next day we went to the airport to fetch nicky, ate, went back home, and then went out again. we spent almost 3 hours at sg. wang, then went to times square. i bought a few awesome possum dresses and a cute pair of slip ons. then after that, spent the night eating+talking+fb-ing at a CC+drinking. overall it was an awesome time. caught up with the rest of my cuzzies as well, and met Phyl's "friend". hehhe. and by friend, well, you should know what that means. on friday [which was our last day], the bunch of us went to times square to shop and tengok-tengok. hahha. so we shopped, ate, hung out, and then finally went back to the house, packed and left for KLIA.

overall, my stay was really awesome. i had loads of fun bonding with my bros and cuzzies, love em and missing all of em already. hopefully, you readers [if there are any pun] didn't get bored by my looooong update. hehhe. will be updating again after mama's birthday, she's celebrating the big five-OH. :)

so i'm off peeps. and yes, i know i use the word awesome repeatedly. my bad. i love that word. hahaha. [btw, i drafted this earlier, so like, yeah. :p]

yours truly,
preciouso. :-*

tag! reposted. :P

2009-08-31T17:21:00.004+08:00

Can you name 30 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 30 people. No cheating!

1. Joey
2. B
3. Titing
4. Wiwin
5. Eca
6. Delia
7. Nurul
8. Nicole
9. KC
10. Frank
11. Than
12. Fedel
13. Lex
14. YenYen
15. Thal
16. Hazel
17. Denley
18. Achee
19. Stan
20. Chacha
21. Surya
22. Jason
23. Daphne
24. Bebe
25. Lynz
26. Sann
27. Betsy
28. Arthur
29. Sul
30. Rodz

THE QUESTIONS:
• How did you meet 10? [Frank]
hmm, sunday school i think. when i was 11. hahha.

• What would you do if you had never met 6? [Delia]
i'd be less happy and cheerful as a person, owh and less crazy. she's one of em who makes my world go round! :)

• What would you do if 20 and 15 dated? [Chacha & Thal]
they don't even know each other's very existence, hahaha. so it'd be something that's way out of the ques.

• If you could marry between 6 and 14 who will it be? [Delia & YenYen]
both, hahha. awesome people. ;)

• Did you ever like 9? [KC]
of course, she's my girl. miss you kc. :(

• Have you ever seen 4 cry? [Wiwin]
not gonna say anything. :)

• Would 4 and 12 make a good couple? [Wiwin & Fedel]
noo, hahaha. both being very straight and so on, so yeah. NO.

• Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple? [Joey & B]
noooo! cause' he's mine. hahahaha. their both married to me, she's my other half mind you. :D

• Describe 8. [Nicole]
my crazy+hyper sis! ♥ you. :)

• Do you like 12? [Fedel]
yess, she's my friend. duh. hahha.

• Tell me something about 17. [Denley]
stf president. hahaha. :p

• What's 7 's favorite color? [Nurul]
pink. hehhe. i know it. ;)

• What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you? [Joey]
well, that would make sense, cause' he's my boyfriend. sayang you. :)

• When was the last time you talked to number 15? [Thal]
last night.

• How do you think 19 feels about you? [Stan]
dunno owh, hahaha. you have to ask him yourself.

• What languages does 13 speak? [Lex]
only bm and english, and bits of tagalog. hahha.

• Who is 2 going out with? [B]
currently, nobody. :)

• What grade is 16 in? [Hazel]
form 4 bha my darl.

• What is 5 's favorite music? [Eca]
a lot. she's universal.

• Would you ever date 3? [Titing]
if i were a guy, why not? she's cuteeee. [naa ting, dapat pujian lae ne. hahha. ♥ you]

• Is 1 single? [Joey]
nope, as i mentioned earlier, he is MINE. :)

• What is 10's last name? [Frank]
onn. :)

• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 7? [Nurul]
if i was a guy, again, yeaah. hahaha.

• Where does 18 live? [Achee]
inanam!

• What do you think about 20? [Chacha]
haven't met her yet, but she is a fun and hyper person. kan cha? :D

• What is the best thing about 4? [Wiwin]
wiwin kirei. and an awesome friend. :)

• Is 21 hard-working? [Surya]
YES. i miss you hun! :'(

• What would you like to tell 14 right now? [YenYen]
bha jadi, bila? hahaha.

• How did you meet 9? [KC]
prayer meeting. :)

• What is the best and worst thing about 2? [B]
best thing: she's my other half. hahaha.
worst thing: she says she'll come to my house, but she never does. hahha. JAHAT!

• Are you going to know 3 forever? [Titing]
yes, yes, YES. :)

• How long have you known 26? [Sann]
almost 2 years or less maybe? i love her, my wifey. :)

• Who is 24? [Bebe]
my friendla, hahha.

• Are you or did you ever date 28? [Arthur]
hahahha, nah.

• Do you have a crush on 27? [Betsy]
noo, i love her! my babe! :D

• Would you kiss 25? [Lynz]
why not? hahha. love you syg! ♥

• Have you hugged/kissed 22? [Jason]
hugged, yeah. no kissy kissy my bro. ahaha.

• Is 29 ur bff? [Sul]
no, but a dear friend. :)

• What do you hate about 23? [Daphne]
i don't hate, i dislike. hahha. well, there's nothing that i hate about her. MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUU!

• What's your relationship with 30? [Rodz]
friends! XD

• Anything you wanna tell 6? [Delia]
i miss you darling! :(

• What if 11 comes and tell you he loves you? [Than]
hahha! [quote him] but of course, he's a big bro to me. kan than? xoxo :)

• If you are stuck in an island with 5, what would you do? [Eca] go crazy and dance and do everythingla, hahaha.

Belated birthday wish. :)

2009-08-31T00:08:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday sayang!

i LOVE you soo much!

no go.

2009-08-11T11:31:00.004+08:00

i haven't been in the spirit of blogging and updating, hence, the lack of updates. i am instead busy wiki-ing and just browsing the net for not-so-important infos.

anywho, G.I. Joe was quite entertaining, watched it twice. hahha. first with chris, then with my cuzzie, bro and our friends. then on sunday went to baby's place to help out his parents and stuff, for the gathering. good food, and took quite a lot of pics. but that's of course, perfectly normal. :)

will be leaving tomorrow, so i probably won't be blogging much.. but if i have the time, i'll post quickies. so have a great week ahead guys.

yours truly,
precious.

c'mon barbie, lets go party! ;D

2009-08-08T01:35:00.002+08:00

i'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world.
life in plastic, its fantastic
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
imagination, life is your creation.

hahahahaha.

i sooo love that song.

anywho, will be away for 2weeks or so.

precious.

strawberries and bubble gum.

2009-08-03T22:23:00.001+08:00

i love you.

so far, so near.

2009-08-02T00:53:00.010+08:00

i miss daphne and nick. :(

anywho, went out with b, oscar and daryl. had a chillax session. at least that cured my boredom, hahha. boy and tim joined us afterwards. spent the night talking and talking. :D

truly yours,
precious.

her birthday.

2009-08-01T10:31:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING!
finally 18 today. :)

anyway, yesterday went to maktab to suprise her. pics below.

summary of it all, she was held in class for who knows how long until i said okay. we had a hard time sticking the candles on the cake, cause' it was hard and all. there were candle wax on the cake as you can see in the 3rd pic. sorry ting, hehhe. after that, she blew the cake and had a bite. it was still very keras i tell you, so yeah, it looked real messy after it was cut. hahha. we took pics, but i didn't take a lot. had to leave early, cause' baby and chris was waiting for me. i gave ting something, and well she liked it. i'm glad she likes it, i really didn't know what to give her actually. not much to update, as her birthday suprise was practically the highlight of the week.

have a fun weekend everyone, i'm off.

yours truly,
precious.

i wanna i wanna i wanna.

2009-07-29T23:15:00.005+08:00

the choki-choki addict.

big plans tomorrow. and friday.

big plans, big plans. hahha.

and i soo wanna get my hands on that yearbook! we waited half a year for that bloody book, Lord bless us. amen. oh and someone's turning 18 real soon. :)

she knows it. we love you, you know who you are. ;p

and i have a lot of things i need to do tomorrow, so yeah. irrational decisions and thoughts should be shunned out of my head for good. hmm. trying not to be overzealous. i should really stop procrastinating about working out, i need help. hahha.

yours,

precious.

wee.

2009-07-25T01:44:00.004+08:00

muka panic, hahaha.

learned how to drive today [or should i say yesterday] with baby. wee. its the first time i've ever drove a car in my whole life. hahahaha. i got so excited and of course panicked, but then soon after i got the hang of it. started slow [duh], after that gradually stepped on the gas pedal and got a little bit faster. hehhe. so far it was fun and rather crazy for some reason. :D

oh and about the pic, baby took it. he just had to. gaah. muka orang panic ne bha kena ambi. hahaha.

can't wait to learn how to really drive and get my licence. i'll update about it again soon ya. :D:D:D:D

p/s: thanks baby for tutoring me. i love you.

yours truly,

precious. :D

not insomniac.

2009-07-23T06:20:00.002+08:00

but i can't sleep. i don't even feel like sleeping. oh well...

not gonna sleep. not gonna sleep. No, no, no.

i want to sleep, i don't want to sleep. sigh.. miss you baby. :(
btw, its almost 6.30am now. :D [hyper mode, damn]

yours truly,
precious.

you so hiphop.

2009-07-21T22:07:00.005+08:00

we so hip and hoppin nowadays, ain't nobody bringin' us down. nyahahahaha. okaaay, totally random. i miss them a lotlaa, hey you! yes, YOU. guys, i effin miss you people! this post is dedicated to my pondan suzai. i hope you get well soon, kay? don't lupa eat your meds, AND chill with the choki-choki please? hahahha. XD

anyway, watched harry potter already. syok alsola, i mean, i know what's gonna happen anyway [yes, read the books already]. moving on, met frank's gf. awkward moment, then talked to her, and after that asked frank to drop me off at baby's. hahha. so yeah. baby sent me home after dinner. :)

got gastric cause' i didn't eat anything solid today, since last nightla actually. but i'm fine now, just that i have a lot in my mind for now. hehhe. lazy wanna sum it all up. i'm off.

yours truly,

precious.

kaleidoscope.

2009-07-21T10:42:00.005+08:00

friends right. really? you sure about that? cause' i don't think so. i don't know what's your excuse, but seriously, i don't wanna know anymore. i stopped trying to even get you to chat with me for awhile cause' your always busy now. friends, hahha. so funny. whatever your reason though, i really am sorry if i don't even text you anymore. i'm gonna stop being a good friend for now, of course i'll treat you nicely and all, but not as nice maybe. *evil mind speaking*

not worth worrying about. not a problem at all. i guess its the phase where you don't need some of your friends anymore. thank you, really.

yours truly,
p.s.

lets get freaky. hahaha.

2009-07-18T18:16:00.005+08:00

i absolutely love these. mmm, dang. hahaha. want want want.

yours truly,

sapphire.

the art of closure.

2009-07-15T14:49:00.002+08:00

beware, the photos below are only for fun. the art of being extremely close to ur cuzzies. hence, the creation of uber-fun pics. hahaha.
more coming soon. dedicated to me cuzzies, especially daphne. :)

p/s: i miss you daph! come back soon!

yours truly,

precious.

of all the things.

2009-07-10T11:30:00.003+08:00

fond memories.

♥

2009-07-05T09:19:00.007+08:00

i love them. :) happy moments, shots from yesterday. cuzzie-wuzzies, friends, baby, familia. my loves. uncle Edie's wedding reception was yesterday, it was a blast. Abg roy's beats are the bomb, it felt like we were in the club. no shit! hahha. all of us danced like crazy and it was damn fun. i haven't been updating, been sick and not in the zone. but nothing much happened during the weekdays, except for this weekla. thus, the lack of update has made my blog dead. sorry. hehhe. b, daph and me spent a lot of quality time together, since daph was leaving soon. [27th, 28th, 30th, 1st, 2nd]

took loads of vain pics of course, and had loadsa fun hangin' out and chillin' with our bros and friends. after that, slept over at their house and spent half of the day talking. finally on the 2nd, went to the airport to send her off. :'(

it was kinda sad, and yes, i did cry. but i held it back, didn't wanna be such a crybaby. seeing daph go was like losing another part of me, so yeah. then we went to senibena for the practise, fastforward to saturday [4th July, 09]. The reception. as weddings go, of course there's the toast, the cake cutting ceremony, special performances, etc2 and then the dancing part. the best part of all, obviously. it was totally fun that day, as i mentioned earlier. and lets keep it at that, for the pictures on FB speak louder. :) [note: this was drafted few days back, hence the word yesterday and other past tenses]

overall, the past few weeks have been hectic and fun. though there isn't much to share, i highly doubt that you'd wanna know what i did on the days that nothing special or fun happened. i dunno why but there's a particular song stuck in my head, and i don't really remember the title. its annoying. oh right, its miley's fly on the wall. punya annoying, hahahaha. <-- random info. :D

kay then, i'm off now.

yours truly,

preciouso.

always, always.

2009-06-23T21:47:00.004+08:00

omg, the day passed already. but i guess its never too late to update. :D

went back to kampung last saturday for baby Mercy's belated 1month celebration. don't have pictures yet, but will upload some soon. uncle forgot my cam at his house after he borrowed it, you do not wanna know how dissappointed i was. :( but thank God i had papa's phone, so i did took pics. Mercy really knows how to pose, and i mean seriously. hahha. me and b terhibur betul see her smile everytime we snapped pics of her. in the afternoon there was a magandang session, cause' we were officiating ama's gongs. then we joined the grandmas during magarang [i dunno why its called that but its when the gongs are played and you dance the sumazau in a big group].

it was fun, we had loads of fun dancing it and JJ was back. he even made a special performance, and yeah, good thing i have a pic of that as well. to sum it all up, it was a fun weekend.. but we had to go back to kk on sunday, so sad.. soon enough we'll be back again.. maybe.. i hope. :D

okay i'm done for now. :) tata loves.

truly yours,

precious.

ay chico.

2009-06-19T10:53:00.002+08:00

i don't know why but i have that sick feeling again today. sigh.. i really don't like it cause' my body just feels heavy and i'm aching everywhere. i miss titing and wiwin and eca and del and nicky and kc. :( i miss you guys!! ting, update bhaa.

yours truly,
precious.

baby, you the best.

2009-06-17T09:02:00.004+08:00

3 more days. :D i can't wait. i woke up quite early today, and did lots of quizzes on fb. bored bhaa me. hahha. anyway, i love this dude's voice, go check it out when you have time. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qqN4rB_l4Hc

and i still feel sick. i hate this feeling. i really do. especially when i don't wanna feel this way. :(

this is random stuff. i want to play sims 3. someone, please buy me sims 3? :)

yours truly,

precious.

i got the fever. :(

2009-06-16T15:34:00.004+08:00

candid. :D

nurul! apa sudah link ko ne skrg? nda dapat i check your blog this tau. hahha. anywaay, sick. sick. SICK. getting sick to be exact. :(

oh and went to see alex dance last sunday, they looked awesome. pretty girls. then went to amy's wedding, had a great time. sober. :)

yours truly,

precious.

100 truths taggy. ♥

2009-06-09T15:47:00.005+08:00

change of plans again. but then its not final. seems like i'm gonna study in october, and then mama said the college that i didn't wanna go to isn't bad. as in, it all depends on you on how long it will take to graduate and get your degree. i'm confused. of course its fun to have one year off, you get to do a lot. anddd i know i should be thankful that i have loads of time to waste. [thats what people have been telling me anyway]

its just that i'm ready to start studying, i am getting bored, but then again people say once you start studying, you won't have much time to do what you like anymore. GAAAAAAAH!

why is it soo confusing? why does choosing when and where to study have to be soo complicated??!! sigh..

i just want to get it over and done with. can't it be that simple? how the heck did i let my mum change my mind again.. right after papa and i decided when and where. *breathes deeply*

so now i dunno what to do, i guess i'll just have to talk it out with baby and my friends. ting, b, win, eca, nicky, del and kc... i need you people! :(

before i go, here's a tag from Mega. :)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: H2O
2. Last phone call: idk, nobody i think.
3. Last text message: baby. ♥
4. Last song you listened to: akon, right now. [cause' that kid passes my house and keeps on playin that song, annoying]
5. Last time you cried: i really don't know, maybe few days ago?

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: for fun. :P
7. Been cheated on: don't know, and not interested in knowing.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: hahahaha.
9. Lost someone special: yeah.
10. Been depressed: yes, of course. its normal fyi. hahha.
11. Been drunk and threw up: not telling. XD

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. black
13.blue
14. white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: mmhm.
16. Fallen out of love: well, in my case, so very in ♥
17. Laughed until you cried: oh yes, hahaha.
18. Met someone who changed you: so far, none.
19. Found out who your true friends were: i've known this since last year. :)
20. Found out someone was talking about you: honestly, i'm quite ignorant nowadays. hahha. so nope, i dunno.
21. Kissed anyone on your facebook/myspace/friendster friend's list: yeaah. :D
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: i'd say about 80%. 20% pula yang not so kenal. hahha.
23. How many kids do you want?: 2 or 3, max sdh tu. :P
24. Do you have any pets: hindae.
25. Do you want to change your name: no, never. love it. :)
26. What did you do for your last birthday: celebrated it at home with fam, cuzzies and baby. :)
27. What time did you wake up today: 10plus. hahha. lazy bha!
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: about to fall asleep.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: now? nothing really. an outing with friends maybe.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: this morning.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: uhm, the size of my waist. hahaha.
32. What are you listening to right now : nada.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no. hahha.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: wala. i'm okay.
35. Most visited webpage: has to be fb and youtube. :D
36. Whats your first initial: P
37. Nicknames: evie, vie, pre, prey, cious. those are only some that i can remember. hehe
38. Relationship Status: in a relationship. :)
39. Zodiac sign: capricorn
40. Male or female?: female
41. Primary School?: chung hwa kk, sk kolombong
42. Secondary School?: sm st francis convent kk
43. High school/college?: refer to the answer above.
44. Hair colour: now its kinda brown. :)
45. Long or short: mid shoulder. finally! :D
46. Height: maybe about 157cm. short bha. :(
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: nope.
48: What do you like about yourself?: my name. nyahahaha
49. Piercings: 6.
50. Tattoos: zilch.
51. Righty or lefty: righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: none.
53. First piercing: 5 yrs old.
54. First best friend: i don't remember. :(
55. First sport you joined: hmm, way back in kindy, lumba lari. ahaha.
56. First vacation: KL i think.
58. First pair of trainers: i really don't remember about this one. hehehe.

RIGHT NOW :
59. Eating: nothing.
60. Drinking: H2O.
61. I'm about to: text anybody yg can feed me. hahha.
62. Listening to: uncle jerry talking to big bro. so funny d story, hahaha.
63. Waiting on: nothing for now.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: definitely.
65. Get Married?: mmhm. :)
66. Career?: right now, idk. either HR personnel or biz manager in tourism. :/

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: both please. i'm selfish. :D
69. Shorter or taller: taller.
70. Older or Younger: older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: hmm, stomach maybe.
73. Sensitive or loud: a little bit of both.
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: neither.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: yeah, cute bha the baby. hahha.
77. Drank hard liquor: mmhm.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope, don't wear any.
79. Sex on first date: never, never, never.
80. Broken someone's heart: yeah.
82. Been arrested: nah. i'm good.
83. Turned someone down: mmhm, sorry.
84. Cried when someone died: obviously.
85. Fallen for a friend?: lalala~ :P

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: yeah. always. amen. :)
88. Love at first sight: yeaah. :D
89. Heaven: absolutely.
90. Santa Claus: no, no, no.
91. Kiss on the first date: dunno. :D
92. Angels: yup.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no la, ish, i bagus bhaa.
95. Did you sing today?: no. sore throat owh.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: just in time to see appa breathe for the last time. :'( i miss you so much pa. rip.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: 1st Nov, when we were all together before finally ending our high sch year. :)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: not at all. i have been in love and still am in love with the very same person. i love you. :)
100. Posting this as 100 truths: hahha, yeah sure. its all random.

not tagging anyone, do la if you want. :D

yours truly,
preciouso.

2 more weeks. :)

2009-06-06T03:03:00.006+08:00

ah, its only been a few months now and soon its gonna be december again. i can't wait. hehhe. two more weeks, two more weeks. wee~~
oh and my previous post sounds so skemala, hahaha. entahla napa.

anywho, went out with cuzzies and handsome last night. we were all 'hunger' [hahahaha!], so decided to call handsome to fetch us. then went to bukit padang cause' b said the food there kena give banyak [but last night so sikit, grr]. so we ordered and while ordering, funny things happened. hahaha. and those funny things would be the Fan De incident, haih. so funny until my tummy ached cause' i laughed so hard. if you were there with us, you'd definitely be laughing alright. hahaha. i can't believe it looked so retarded. our table kept bursting with laughter. i really couldn't stop, and if you listen carefully, you might just know which laugh is mine. hehehe. embarrassing oh.

i hope you guys can watch the vid, though i doubt you'll understand. :D
spending time with them was awesome, eventhough the guy forgot my order. *sobs* you are forgiven mister, but i will not forget it. hmmph.

to those who know the person in this vid, shh. do not say a word about the name or etc. later they know i posted this up. hehhe. its on my facebook already, so go watch. cause' there's another one there. :)

so funnyla you, aiyaa. hahahahahahaha.. love em all. i ♥ you people!

and its late, i'd better get some shut-eye before its a little too late. [crapping again, hehhe]

truly yours,

preciouso~. :D

so what?

2009-06-05T10:54:00.003+08:00

i'm effin bored. i want my friends and comfort food.

i am aghast at how the world is, how the war just never cease to stop.

why is it that when you see a ray of hope for peace, it just suddenly dissappears again?

what does war bring to the world? is it not doing us enough harm?

how the heck are the people there suppose to feel safe when there's a bomb ready to be launched anytime without notice? its a mad, mad world out there.

good thing we don't have such problems here, i'm grateful.

this post is so random. hahha. ting, unitar probably. :)

i miss you too!!! and wiwin. and the rest. sigh..

i'm just feeling really random and out of place. :(

truly yours,

precious.

Chacha and Sully's tag. :)

2009-06-02T11:36:00.005+08:00

i haven't been doing tags for quite some time now, and both tags happened to be the same thing. so yeah. :D

1. Besides your lips , where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
- probably the neck, hahha. nice bha. XD

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
- lifeless. and rather lazy. :(

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with?
- raphael. :)

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
- maybe, hahha.

5. Will you ever donate blood?
- when i finally have the guts to do it, yeah.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- yup, their still my best dudes. :D

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
- no la, not now anyway. hehe.

8. What does your last text message say ?
- main jht u, hahha.

9. What are you thinking right now ?
- can't wait to see baby. :)

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
- yeah, my friends. i miss you guys! b, mana ko ne?

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
- 12 sharp.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
- free bha, from teacher wee 2 years ago. hahahahaha.

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
- yeah.

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
- sayangku. :D

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...

1 . Suzai

2 . Wiwin

3 . B!

4 . Sayang

5 . Nurul

6 . Maine

7 . Zeda

8 . Nobody

9 . Alien

10 . Alien

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
- dunno, she's single now i reckon.

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
- female~

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good?
- eeww, hahahaha. no, it would be crazy.

18. What is no.1 studying about?
- form 6, history, pengetahuan am and etc. :D

19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?
- long time ago, some recently.

20.Is no.4 single?
- NO! hahaha. he's mine. :D

21. Say something about no. 2.
- update your bloglaa. :P

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together?
- lesbianism. hahaha.

Describe no.9 .
- an alien, hahaha.

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 fight ?
- stop them from fightingla, it would be bad if they fought kan girls? :/

25. Do you like 8?
- si nobody? sure, cause' its a nobody. hahha.

back from kg and it was a blast.

2009-06-01T23:28:00.003+08:00

i'm back from kg and i tell you, the title says it all. had tons of fun celebrating mummy and liz's birthday, plus kaamatan. partied hard, or as should i say, aramaiti gila lah. hahha. wth. excited much. anywho, went back on the 28th.. first we fetched baby at his place, then went to the airport to fetch RJ. he had this big grin on his face, which i believe most would understand if they work far away from home. [bha, besala, home sweet home mah]

ate and chilled awhile, then finally left for sweet home tambunan. as soon as we got there, said hi to me grandmama, kept my stuff and went to town. i bought koko krunch and milk, hehehe. yeah, i know, lame. but whatever. so rj paid for it of course, cause' i have no money at all. [you should see how empty my wallet is. *sobs*] the rest of them arrived as soon as we got back from town. session started, talked, laughed, talked and laughed a lot. i'll post up pictures tomorrow. the next day was D-day, and i sang my lungs out for the very first time [confidently, that is]

embarrassing ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. yes, i am totally embarrassed, and no, no flat keys. but that still doesn't make me daring enough to sing in front of people. :P

hm, i think i wanna continue this tomorrow. cause' i have a lot to tell, but my brain doesn't wanna arrange everything. so bubbye.

crazy. :)

2009-05-21T12:47:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna update soon, cause' right now, i'm a little lazy. so yeah. but all i wanna say now is i feel sad and a little empty. empty in a sense, some parts are missing. i think you'd know what i mean if you check my previous post. i'm so sad but i know we're all still gonna see each other. anyway, i am now sure of what course i want to take and maybe 'where' to go as well. thanks to Uncle Mark for all the advice, short yet very helpful.

i'm not feeling so in the zone now to blog.. i really, really, REALLY miss my friends like crazy. and i'm so happy everyone's doing what they want now. i mean, well, at least their doing something right? :) i, on the other hand, am a happy child. i eat a lot, and spend loads of time with my bros and baby. so i'm pretty happy. :D

i'm off to watch one piece now.

yours truly,
precious.

out of this world.

2009-05-19T20:15:00.004+08:00

its kinda sad knowing that most of them are leaving soon. eca's going this thursday, then KC next month. oh and Del too. we went out last sunday to spend our last days with Eca. definitely gonna miss her a lot! :'(

time flies so fast. and we're all growing up. sigh.. times like this really make me all sad inside, but i guess we can't just sit around doing nothing forever.

truly yours,

precious. :(

untitled.

2009-05-12T19:09:00.009+08:00

most of my friends are going for form 6, i'm happy they've decided what they wanna do. i, on the other hand, am still going to be free till september. hahha. i know, its gonna get boring. but then again, brothers said its better not to go for form 6. hmm... the one thing i'm looking forward to is jogging. i know, jogging of all things. lame me, whatever. fun bha jogging, hehhe.

anyway, i said i will update, so here it is. i was in KL two weeks ago, visiting my aunt and cuzzies. as soon as i got there, went to OU with kak sheila. then went out again the next day i think. i kinda forgot. but for the next 5 days or so, didn't go out much. aunt got admitted to the hospital and all, so yeah. visited her and spent loads of time watching tv... and this..

yes, i was bored. hahha. throughout my whole stay, i think i ate a little too much. hahha. seriously~. so this is exactly why i'm looking forward to jog. those extra pounds better be gone soon, argh. uhm, 2 days before i went back pula, went out with my cuzzie again. both days were time and money well spent, hahha. retail therapy all the way probably.

oh yeah, before i forget, that *points up*, has to be the best doughnuts around. no joke! their totally delicious and very, very yummy! hahha. its Krispy Kreme guys, and they just landed in malaysia. don't know when exactly, but kak sheila was the one who told me to try them. i think for now, they only have one shop open. its at times square, ground floor. in midvalley its still under construction. anywho, if you wanna know more about these doughnuts, just look em up online. there's tons of infos regarding these oh-so-scrumptious doughnuts. took those pics on thursday. bought half a dozen on friday, but it totally slipped my mine to take a pic of it. plus, i even forgot my cam that day. overall, i had fun.

when i got back on saturday, went to inanam straight away to celebrate my cuzzies birthdays. mentioned it in my previous post. that's about it i think, i'm kinda tired and i have to go do my laundry. bubbye. :D

yours truly,

precious. :)

sweeter than sugar, chocolas. :)

2009-05-10T21:24:00.005+08:00

Happy Mama's day mamaku! :)

Sugar, ah, honey, honey

You are my candy girl

And you got me wanting you

Honey, ah, sugar, sugar

You are my candy girl

And you got me wanting you

yours truly,

precious. [p/s: i miss you people!!]

ola amigos. :)

2009-05-10T09:00:00.002+08:00

hey guys~, i'm back. and i'm still kinda tired from last night's party. therefore, i won't be updating much. oh yaa, birthday boys turned sweet sixteen and fifteen. :)

and, he waited for us cuzzies to come before cutting his cake. we came just in time. sweetkan? hahha. not that i'm saying he shouldn't wait, but hey, if birthday boy wants to wait, let em. it was fun, and overall, everybody had a great time. *coughcough* and i mean everybody. anyway, i heard most friends are going for form 6. so, yeah. ist time. decisions, decisions. sigh.

yours truly,
precious.

honey. oh suga suga.

2009-04-25T10:11:00.003+08:00

i'm gonna go out with my pondans today, yay! hahha. its been a long time since we last hung out together. anyway, quick update. i'm gonna be in kl for the next two weeks, so won't be updating much. but if i can, then i will. if not, then i'll see ya'll in two weeks. :)

prior to my leave, i might close down my blog and keep the chatbox only. just in case. so yeah, have a great weekend everyone.

yours truly,
precious.

gimme some, some of this. :)

2009-04-21T19:53:00.006+08:00

i'm excited, i can't wait for saturday! we're gonna meet up soon, yay! ting, b, win and me. woohoo! what could be better than that? :D anywho, picturess.

yes, my hair looks messy, whatever. hahha. roses really smell like ooh-oh-ohh~! :)

yours truly,

precious.

Mia, survey, MIA!♥

2009-04-19T23:42:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIAU!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU DALING! hope your havin' a blast at labuan, and

may God bless you always in all that you do. i miss you the very,

so do take care and enjoy this 18th birthday of yours.

jan ko macam-macam sana ah? hahha. :)

According to your ex, are you pretty?

- uh~, i dun really care. XP

How have you felt today?

- normal.

When was the last time you had butterflies?

- taadi. hahha. sayang you babyku. :)

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?

- dunno yet, but i want that kuih. please~?

Do you like your name?

- absolutely. :D

Are you missing someone?

- yes. nick my bitch, i miss you!

Do you like anyone?

- i like everyone. hahha.

What are you looking forward to?

- KL. :D

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU.

- pre

- evie

- cious

- vie

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES.

- FB-ing

- Chatting

- Texting

- Read blogs

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY.

- quality time with friends and familia

- shopping, retail therapy baby! yeah! XD

- food. FOOOD~! you read me? FOOD! period.

- sayang. :)

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST.

- Grandpa :'(

- Shasha

- some friends

- uhm, you? hahha.

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE.

- new phone

- clothings, accessories, bags, and the list goes on and on. :D

- a dog like Jacob. i waaaaaaaant.

- more clothes please. :)

FOUR OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES.

- STF-ing. :P
- texting/chatting.

- talking.

- eating. :D

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION.

- Manila baby!

- Paris [cliche, i know, but i wanna go there!]

- Italy

- The States

FOUR FAVOURITE COLORS.

- black

- seaweed green

- blue

- white+++++

TOP FOUR HANG OUTS.

- tempat yang syok.

- somewhere yang fun.

- tempat yang syiok!

- somewhere sioklah! hahaha.

TOP FOUR YOU LOVE SO MUCH.

- God the Almighty.

- Familia, friends, sayang. :)
- my girls, obviously in the list of friends. :D

- and the rest of the people who makes me happy.

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU.

- memories
- pics

- camera

- mi corazon, my phone

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY.

- cause' i was bored
- something else to make this post look long, lame, i know. hahha.

- abis macam siok itu survey.

- saya rindu kawan-kawan. [excuse the bad grammar, hahha]

truly yours,

Precious. :)

aloha~.

2009-04-18T12:08:00.003+08:00

why McFlurry cup so short??

i'm wondering... did the McFlurry cup get smaller or what? i was so freakin' annoyed when the staff gave me the cup. in my mind, i was literally cursing the size of the cup. i mean, hello~, what happened to the regular sized cups? ARE THEY CHEATING ME OF MY MONEY????!!!!!! technically, baby's money, but whatever. hahha. i sayang you~~.

oh and we bought the McFlurry at the McD booth?? in 1B yesterday, that's when i started to question the size of the cup again. hmm. didn't watch any movies, cause' we saw a big group of people, talking oh-so-loudly... what's the relation you ask? well, we initially wanted to watch paul blart:mall cop, but when we heard that the group wanted to watch that as well... *song of annoyance*... to hell with the movie, because judging from how loud they were, we just knew they were gonna be noisy throughout the whole show. so yeah, bye-bye movie. sigh.

that's when we went window shopping [cause' we had nothing to do], and bought the [ubershort] McFlurry. damn the cup. i'm still not satisfied. hahha. sorry, i just hate it when they change the size. anywho, then after that went back and baby practised with jason. more to helping him actually. *song of happiness* while they were playing the guitars and made a lot of noise [obviously], i was happily eating hershey's nuggets. :)

i am absolutely in love with chocs, seriously. so that made me happy. and enthusiastic at some point. zany and wacky even, hahaha. i laughed a lot. then watched the bakat vid, cause' jason was watching it. i danced like crazy, trying to imitate them and of course failing at that. baby said bida, hahha. :P

watched tv after that, layan abis sampai diam. hahhaha. went back to my place, got ready for PM and etc. we got there, pNw started, really enjoyed it. end of last night.

i'm leaving, on a jet plane...

yours truly,
precious sapphire ♥ chocolas.

so tell me what you know about me?

2009-04-16T12:32:00.004+08:00

random pic, i'm boreed. hahha.

i miss my friends, and ting i'm sorry we couldn't hang out more. soon kay? i really wish we could all talk and talk again like we used to. sigh.

mm, anywho, went to bakat last sunday. it was okay-okaylaa. i'm only happy cause' i met some of my friends, one of the reasons i went that is. hahha. but i'm damn proud of my cuzzie, he was playing for all saints, he was on the drums by the way. clickclickclickclick

i hope you can see his face, he's the white boy there. hahha. the dance group was hot, i tell you. cool dance moves. but of course, the main attraction was Xydro's dance performance. its like everyone just knows that their gonna make a special performance, but like ting said, they made the 8bucks worth it. :D

oh and i absolutely adore Jacob, i think i did mention that in the last post. right? moving on, yesterday i was at baby's house.. helped him cook dinner for everyone, and it turned out great and the chicken was yummy. :) then baby's mum told me that they were going to kl this friday [tomorrow], and they asked me when was i going, so i told em, then talktalktalk and yeah. hahha.

oh yeah, i just had the urge to post this up. it just brings the memories back. if you ever happen to go to convent, do find this *points up to the pic*

me, mya and yie did that. well, i can't really paint, but i did the background colour, mya and yie did the designs. pretty kan. i miss the good times, just doing nothing and hangout. i'm talking crap obviously, so don't mind me. i'm off.

yours truly,

precious.

Jacob. ♥

2009-04-14T13:37:00.005+08:00

hey everyone, not much to say for now... but anyway, last night my cuzzie michelle brought her dog along to their practise and i had soo much fun playing with it. so guys, meet Jacob. :)

my love.

2009-04-11T12:49:00.003+08:00

i love this song! its the dream's new song featuring mariah carey. i love! so click here. i just love it. :D

Now who’s right there
Every time you cry
Go to sleep
And wake up on your side
Endless love
I always provide
They hatin’ on us
And you should know why

But who’s been lovin’ you lately?
Who’s willin’ to go half on the baby?
Who, who, who’s tryin’ to flag our ship?
They just tryin’ to get the love you give
But baby

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Oh, oh, oh

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh

So they don’t understand
Why I never leave you
Explain my love
I don’t need to
Got everybody way up
In our business
‘Cause leaving each other
Stay on they wish list
I see them reaching everytime
You call me baby
They on my back like a shirt
Get off me baby
They don’t love me
Let ‘em wonder why
Here to stay
And they goin’ bye bye

Who’s the one calling you baby?
Who’s in love with yo ass like crazy?
Who, who, who’s gonna flag down our ship?
Just tryin’ to get the love you give
Baby

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Oh, oh, oh

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh

Girl my love is your love
And there ain’t nothing in this world
That they can do to make me give you up
Ooo, ooo baby
You will always be my girl
So let ‘em do whatever
Say whatever
‘Cause I ain’t givin’ you up
No, no, no, no

Pretty baby
No, no, they don’t know
No, no, they don’t know
No, no, they don’t know
No, no, they don’t know

Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)
Tell me what they know about my love (my love)

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh.

i am vain, so jangan ditegur. hahha.

2009-04-10T12:36:00.004+08:00

you know how some people are really into photography and all that stuff? well, i'm kinda into it too. but really, i tell you the most known fact about me. i think they sort of realized it last year. hahaha. i am vain. really, really, really vain i tell you. not extremely but to the point where even when i'm not taking pics and simply taking my phone out, they[lex and thina] would say "naa, ambi gmbrla dat. ee" hahahhahaa. so okay, that has nothing to do with being into photography. but whatever. i do take pics of other stuff that maybe classified as photography, so yeaah. vain shots ahead.

bubbye now. :D

yours truly,

precious.

Suzai's tag. FUNNEH!

2009-04-09T00:19:00.005+08:00

this tag made me laugh, damn it. hahha. silly owh. por que ting, por que? :P
oh and the italic sentences are my answers. enjoy!

Dear Jude, I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. When i finally changed my underwear outside of your office and I saw you sit on my knee caps. I'm sure you're shamed enough to understand how awful you are. I'm returning your couch cushions to you, but I'll keep my common sense as a memory. You should also know that I get sick when i think of your feet and you should stop picking your nose.

Spank me [wtf??!! hahaha],
precious!

Here's how you do it:

Dear (some that you recently talked to),
I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). (2) (3)
and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to
understand (7). I'm returning your (8) to you, but I'll keep
(9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) and (11).

(12),Name

*Paste your last answer as the title

1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you
Other -I dislike your eyelashes

2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forrest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - Last year when you peed your pants
October - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear

3) Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean
ChrétienFish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Other - With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bit of
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5) What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Other --The elephant in the corner

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Other -shamed

7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks

8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montana underwear

9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - My virginity
C/D - Your photo with the mustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Love your sweet, sweet ass
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorites that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your cooking
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Always wanted to break your legs
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex change
France - Spank me
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt

told you its funny! :)

TAGGED:

Cha, Marion, Anys and Maine. feel free to do it, to whomever yang wanna do. :D

super.♥

2009-04-06T19:02:00.003+08:00

fyi, the post before this has nothing to do

with me or anybody for that matter.

so please take note, don't think

its me. its not. rather, just a thought, you know.

on how those people actually get over these

kinda stuff. its not easy, so keep it in mind...

if its that hard, why are you making it

even harder for them to move on? right?

shame on you if you bring them down.

♥

precious. xoxo

forget-me-not. really?

2009-04-06T09:48:00.009+08:00

something for the mind.

you know that feeling, when you have to move on and just let go... even when you don't want to? its when you have to do it cause' the other person wants you to do it, to let go and forget that it ever happened. that sort of thing, you know. i mean, how could someone who confessed their love to you suddenly wants to back off and not be with you?? why does it happen? why oh why of all people does it have to be me, you say. your wondering what did you do wrong, was it something you said? something you did perhaps? no? then maybe its just that person you conclude. but you know deep down inside that it must've been you all along.

your torn apart, and you feel lost. just like me.

your thinking again, no, maybe its me alright. i did something, i know i did. i should've listened. then you ask again, was it something/someone? please, tell me you plead. yet the person ignores, refuses to answer your questions and instead says that its them. they say all these things that don't make any sense to you and somehow has no relation to the problems you have in your relationship. you wonder how can that happy feeling suddenly be gone, how can their love for you just start to wear off.. it doesn't make any sense, does it.. looking back, you feel that you should've known better. love is blind, it could happen to anyone you say. and i for one, agree. because really, its not anyones fault for loving them. nobody's perfect, so don't go on judging these people just because they'd rather be hurt than let go and move on.

this feeling sucks, you know that. and no you didn't sign up to feel all that, but nothing is without obstacles and trials. but for just how long do you have to endure all that? can't the person see that your doing your best already? to make things work, try things their way just for the sake of making them happy? no. oblivious to the matter at hand, they only think of how it affects them. nevermind you, you can fend for yourself.. you'll find a way to get over it they say. how cruel can they be, even when they don't mean it... to make matters worse, they leave you with no explanation but a sorry, its just me crap and so on. in other words, gantung~.

gaaah... how could it happen? that question repeats itself in your head, daily. yet you ignore it and stuff it at the back of your head...cause' you know better than to ponder on it, especially when your busy. the pain stabs your heart everyday, even when you don't think about it. its there, you know it is, and so you let it be. bang goes my heart when i see you. i'm listening, but i don't hear you. i'm looking, but i don't see it. am i that blind? you want me to move on, but how can i go on without you? i have feelings too, and i know you feel it as well.

go ahead and cut me open, just like you always do.. ever since you and i were a we. you cut and sew me as if i was a rag doll, then rip me up again cause' i'm another mannequin that doesn't amount to anything in your eyes... for the fear of your own insecurities haunt you, and they keep on taunting you to forget love.. i put on a mask to hide everything, because i don't want you to know that i'm weak. though you see me, you can't see my tears.. how many times do you want me to go through all this?

you knew it all along.

second chances aren't worth it if you only have one feet in it, and i'm the one with both foot in. its not fair. nothing ever is fair with you. salt it up and make the wound even deeper. saying that we could work it out and then suddenly wanting to break up is not easy. now thinking of you is just another sacrifice, as it makes the memories flood back and it pains me even more to know that you never meant for it to be more than it is. nobody's to blame, no matter how obvious it is...

I FORGOT!

2009-04-04T21:12:00.008+08:00

oh hello people, i totally forgot to mention that i met wiwin as well on thursday. it wasn't long, but i did chat with her awhile. she was working, so she was standing the whole time we talked. me and baby went to nabalu cafe from CP, and she blanja me. hehhe. uhm, and i went out with baby today. we ate a lot, like seriously. hahha. and i'm still quite full right now. dang. :D
anywho, ting! look at her! hahha.

win at work, about to take our order.

obviously, serving the drinks.

and lastly, the cheese cake.

and i took some shots of the sky as well. but i'm only posting one of em. so bubbye now.

yours truly,

precious♥

girls. ♥

2009-04-03T15:00:00.009+08:00

i went out with some of my friends yesterday, namely eca, nicky, kc and del+bf. hungout with eca, nicky and kc most of the time. anywho, we had loads of fun. and i missed being around them, too bad the rest weren't there. so instead of watching a movie, we grabbed a quick [or rather, uhm, long? hahha] lunch at McD and catched up with each other. talked about a lot of things, spm, work, and so on. we all missed our school days, all the times we spent having fun and doing whatever we wanted. so talked a lot and walked a lot too, we [eca+me] even played dress up but didn't take any pics though. i finally got myself a pair of shades too, cause' i've been looking for one since last year. hehhe. i don't wanna delve any deeper into yesterday but overall, it was fun! thanks you guys! and to titing, you MUST come too next time. below are some of the pics i took, enjoy. :)

Del, Eca, moi, KC.

KC and Nicky.

Eca, Nicky and me at the esprit fitting room. we were waiting for KC. :D

she ate all of em by herself. :D

that's it i guess. i'll post the rest up on facebook.

yours truly,

precious.

venus and mars were meant to collide.

2009-03-30T17:50:00.003+08:00

seriously. otherwise, there wouldn't be feminists and anti-female men out there. hahaha. so i haven't got much to say for now *thinks* hmm, yeah. i don't. i want more mudpie please, chris ate the rest of mine the other day. :(

anywho, i can't seem to think straight for now. i want to go out, but then again i don't want to. wtf. so i'm stuck in the middle. to be, or not to be? that is the question, hahha. i wanna watch romeo and juliet, but then again the remakes are all a bit too boring for me. reading the whole story, or should i say the script [at the school library two years ago] was quite boring too. i mean, the story's great and all, so is the play...but if you were to read em, whoa. okay, skip that.

i was gonna catch a movie with baby last sat, but none of the movies we checked seemed interesting. so we decided to just wait, considering all the so-called [maybe?] good ones are coming out next month and so on. then went out that same night with aunts+bros+cuzzies, which equalled to a totally fun night out. baby came by around 11 or was it 12 plus, then he sent me home. overall, pure fun. :)

so that's about it. later~.

yours truly,

not so precious. :D

cause' its penny and me tonight.

2009-03-29T14:18:00.005+08:00

i'm so bored and sleepy, plus tired and even more bored. i ate mudpie yesterday, and i want it again now. i wanna watch chick flicks, but i don't know any that would satisfy me. anybody know any good one? i wanna finish up BOF and also catch up with people. soo random. precious wants her friends, i want baby and i want McFlurry. oh and by the way, i want chocs too. i'm hungry, mama feed me now. hahaha. anyway, i had a weird dream again, as usual. i dreamt that baby fed me bubur chacha [what's that in english?] and then suddenly me, ting, lana were standing at a staircase to some restaurant or whatever that's located down at a basement. the funny thing was, it was flooded. weird~~. so the scene changed again to me sleeping on my bed, and baby knocking my window and poking my arm. bikin takut, macam ada hantu ja di luar. hahaha.

scene changed, me and my nephew took pics together...yet somehow, all the pics looks weird, its like it wasn't raph. more like a malfoy-ish boy's face, hahaha. then i woke up. amen. hmm....i just want food now. so i'm off.

yours truly,
precious. :)

sully's tag. :)

2009-03-28T10:14:00.005+08:00

Best
1. Male Friend : uhm, besides baby, there's russel and frank. bros are my great sounding boards.
2. Female Friend : darlingsku. :)
3. Memory: loadssss.

Worst
1. Time of day : none for now.
2. Day of the week : refer to the answer above. :D
3. Food: hmm, pun none jugala. hahha. ntah.
4. Memory: *silently thinks about it* malas wanna ingatla. hahha.

Last
1. Person you saw : mama.
2. Talked to on the phone : i forgot.
3. Text : sygku. ♥
4. Messaged over MySpace : Walang mga mensahe sa MySpace.
5. What are you doing right now? : ini survey yang ditag oleh suli-to-the naa. XD
6. Wearing?: tee and shorts.
7. What is the weather like: idk, in the middle? not so sunny, not so dark either.

Tomorrow
1. Is : Sundaay.
2. Got any plans? : church, and uhm. thats all i guess.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow : wala.

Favourite
1. Number : 29, 25, 7, 8.
2. Song : correction, songs. banyak. hahha. gives you hell by AAR, mad by ne-yo and more.
3. Season : khatulistiwa.
4. Cartoon: spongebob, dexter.++++

Currently
1. Missing someone : my darlings.
2. Wanting : to go get some toiletries.
3. Listening to : pNw songs.

True or False
I am a morning person : True.
I am an only child : False.
I am currently in my PJ’s : True.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart : False.
I can be paranoid at times : True.
I currently regret something that I have done : True.
I curse frequently : True.
I enjoy country music : True.
I enjoy hip hop : True.
I enjoy techno/trance : A little bit of both? hahha.
I enjoy talking on the phone : True.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal : True.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor : True.
I have changed a lot over the past year : True.
I have done something illegal : True. alcohol ain't so legal when your 17. hahha.
I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months : False.

Other
Single or Taken: Taken. ♥
Eye color : dark brown.
Hair : shoulder length, curly, and black with a hint of brown.
Height : 157 or 158, i'm short. :(
Righty or lefty : righty.

I tag:
Shadel
Maine
Nurul
Athung
Ciean
Marion

precious wants Mcflurry. mudpie to be exact.

2009-03-23T11:48:00.006+08:00

yes, i am craving for Mcflurry. i even posted up the McD logo on my fb, hahha. cravings, sigh. so i had a short chat with win last night, told her to update. she said, SEDANG. i checked her blog, teda pun. haish. oh well, have to wait then. she told me about this lesbo from LA who commented her on fs, so weird this. she said something like, no wonder men wanna sleep with you? or was it something else? hahahaha. gila punya orang. oh! and i had a dream about teacher suziela becoming a fashion teacher, in a sense, she was directing us [yes, me and a few others] to pose and yadayadayada in these haute couture gowns. wth? hahaha. me? model? right.

so then in the dream, a girl who looked like alesha dixon was in it. teacher suz said that they only asked us to pose cause' they wanted her to go for some competition and model for a spread in some mag. double wth, what is up with my dream??!! then before that, i was in class with everyone, boys and girls alike...so there was this one guy who happened to be good looking, who also happened to be mine [hehehe, i love you baby!]. idk why, but everyone was sort of like teasing him and stuff, but he looked real hot in his rugby shorts. like SERIOUSLY! no joke. you might say i'm just saying it cause' its my bf, but no. he was damn hot in the dream, and i can't believe i was trying to snap a pic of his ass. [bad precious, bad~~] hahahhahaha! buruk oh me.

shy-shy cat. :P

so then i went to his place, and sort of put my arm over his shoulder. i asked him why was he being shy, he said cause' someone took his pants and he terpaksala wear the rugby shorts only. hehehe. from that dream, suddenly it was the fashion thingy. travis mccoy, gym class heroes's lead singer was my make-up artist. WHAAAT??!!!! him, doing make-up? that's just so wrong. he told me to jump real high during this game thing we all had, and i was suppose to jump and get my head in the necklace he was holding. weird~~~. even i also bingung, tia faham. game apa tu cikgu? hahha. teacher suz just said that we had to do it. okay, we did. my hair looked so funny. i can't quite describe it, so i'll post up pictures soon after this...cause' i have to go already. after the jump and all that stuff, the scene changed again. adam fistival was in my dream and he was with athung in a car, along with suzai and another guy. they drove up to the front porch of the school, and i don't know how, but i was there. they stopped right in front of me. ahahahaha.

this adam was telling me to get in, cause' they were gonna go to McD to get icecreams. apa lagi, masuk trusla me. hahha. then i woke up, because of period. dang it. i had period cramps, which caused me to wake up early. haih. anywho, i think i dreamt of adam and athung cause' we talked about McD yesterday. hmm. random. hahha. but really, i seriously am craving for mudpie right now. i waaaaaaaaant.

i have to go now, so yeah. pictures, later.

p/s: btw ting, i think it was inoo who sat beside you at the backseat. hehhe. :D

yours truly,

precious ♥ joey

WORDPRESS.

2009-03-17T11:07:00.003+08:00

i'm moving to blogspot permanently, therefore, my wordpress blog is no longer active. to those who've linked both blogs, you may remove my wordpress link if you want to. i'm not gonna delete it right away, but personal thoughts/stuffs will no longer be posted there or anywhere else for that matter. thanks for linking both blogs, and those who linked only my wordpress, please relink me with my blogspot address. thanks a bunch.

yours truly,

precious sapphire.

super fly.

2009-03-16T09:29:00.004+08:00

hello people, i am back. yes, finally. i have a chance to update. the past week has been a heck of a week, got my spm results and then headed off to papar with baby. balik kampung~, hahha. okay, so before i delve any deeper about the trip to papar, i'll start with result. it wasn't exactly what i wanted, of course i was hoping for more A's, but heck, one is okayla. like eca said, that 1A is better than no A's at all, so i'm grateful. but overall, i'm satisfied with what i got. i didn't fail any subjects as i thought i would, instead i credited 7subs and passed my math...but i still wished i got an A1 or A2 for my bm and moral though...sigh... baby, tim and shaun came to my house to fetch me and accompanied me to get my results, by the way they just sat outside. hahha. oh and after i collected mine, we went to all saints to collect shaun and tim's results. after that, we hung out at mayang while waiting for jason. talked and talked, laughed, laughed like crazy. [i dengar cerita only pun memang guarantee tehibur punya, hahha]

on friday i went to all saints with baby, cause' he wanted to play rugby. after that we were suppose to go back to papar, but it was raining. and so, we had to wait. oh by the way, while i was at all saints, i saw Marion~. hehhe. but i thought she didn't recognize me, so i didn't go and say hi. anywho, around 6 something like that, we left for papar. but before that, we fetched michelle and shannon [i think like thatla his name's spelling]. spent 3 days at papar with baby's familia and relatives, celebrated his late grandma's 1 year anniversary. i enjoyed every minute being with them, had loads of fun and laughed a lot. SERIOUSLY. hahha. posted all the pics on FB already, lazy wanna upload any here. hmm, that's all for now i think.

innocent face, hahha. see bha what he hold.

yours truly,

precious. :)

your really lovely.

2009-03-07T00:06:00.003+08:00

hello~~. i know i haven't updated my blog for a few days now [ ya ka?]. i've been quite busy lately, so i'm just gonna mention a few things which i will explain further when i have time. firstly, i'm helping my cuzzie out for their celcom road show thingy at city mall. he was short of one person cause' someone backed out. its a 3 day gig, so yeah. anywho, today was the first day. it was quite fun actually, and i made lotsa new friends~~. :)

secondly, sudahla today was my first day...today was also the day that i heard the announcement of the spm results date on hitz. i panicked+freaked [just a tiny lil bit, hehhe] and got nervous. oh, you know the feeling. so i texted my buddies and baby, hahha. ketarala panic. after i heard the news, i went online to check. and yeah, it is confirmed. *breathes slowly*

i'm getting all panicky and stressed out again now. *sigh* i don't like it at all, oh well. so its time to face the music. all the best once again to all my buddies and fellow spm-ers. lastly, i promise to type my dream out on wordpress ASAP. promise. :D

i guess that's all for now, i'm tired+sleepy+moody+BLUE. bubbye. :'(

yours truly,
precious yang moody.

look~.

2009-03-01T22:34:00.010+08:00

Went to keningau with my parents last sunday, cause' my dad wanted to send my aunt and cuzzie back. so anyway, took some pics along the way. we left in the evening, so yeah. didn't get much of the view. anywho, here's the pics. oh, oh! and, uncle beat has 6 dogs. got pics of em too, and i'll introduce them one by one. hahha. :)

this is my cuzzie rhesa.

this is the view. as you can see, some of em are kinda blurry. maklumla, kereta bergerak. :P

it was still kinda bright when we left. then these were the shots i took around 7. [or was it 6plus?, idk, can't remember.]

take one of rhesa smiling.

rhesa smiling take two.

rhesa smiling take three. this kid kan i tell you, didn't sleep at all until we were in keningau already. on the way to his house, barula he fell asleep.

introduction of the dogs.

this is Dobby. he's a doberman. he's also the leader of the pack.

she's Glory, and obviously, she's a she. hahha. oh and she's a german sheperd.

he's another german sheperd, his name's Macho.

this is Thunder, he is also a doberman.

this is Gucci, i'm not sure if its a she or he, judging by the name, i think she's a she. like i said, i don't know exactly...but he/she is a rottweiler. lighting's bad, cause' i was scared that she'd move up front and bite me. hehhe.

and now, introducing the new member of the pack... *drum rolls*

BUNNY! she's mix breed. her dad's dobby and the mum is a great dane, i've never seen the mum before.

i know she doesn't look that pretty, but who knows, she might look different when she grows up?

all the dogs were caged in when we got there, which was a good thing. cause' they couldn't stop barking. one dog in particular who couldn't [ or maybe wouldn't] stop was Bunny. i was trying to get shots of all of em, but had a hard time doing so. Bunny's barks were slowly deafening me i think, hahha. my uncle said it was due to the fact that she's never seen us before. and plus, she's still a puppy. looks big alright, but still a puppy. after i was done with the dogs, i went in and talked to my cuzzie bella. i asked her to get her barbies [ if you know me, you'd know that i'm still in love with barbie. :) ]. all four of the barbies that she owns was previously mine. and guess what? one of em was HEADLESS!!! hahahaha. so kesian oh that barbie, it was the so-called 'new' one amongst the rest. they were the only surviving ones by the way, hahha. according to bella, rhesa was playing with it and somehow he got the head detached. kesian this. :'(

i can't seem to upload the headless pics of the barbie, so i guess i have to upload them later on. i think you guys will enjoy seeing it, hahha. though i don't mean that in a bad way of course, i love barbie okay. :D so bubbye now.

yours truly,

precious sapphire.

OMFREAKINGGEEEEE.

2009-03-01T11:54:00.009+08:00

omg, i liked suzai's post today! hahahahaha. damn it, made me look like a psycho but then again, its okay. so funny man, the pic. so okay, that was just random. but whatever. hahha. here it IS. anywho, results are soon. and i really hate the feeling i have now. you know, that sickly, nautious and i-need-to-puke kinda feeling. yeah, that's it i think. i have that particular feeling whenever i think about it. ssssssshhhhhhiiiiiiit. sigh... nevermind.

i feel like this everytime i think about getting

this.

yes, i know, its time enough to get ready for it, but really, i don't think i'll ever be ready for results. to everyone from my batch, i wish you guys all the best once again. especially my buddies.

p/s: so i'm off now, i have a dream to type on wordpress later on. will tell you guys when its done.

yours truly,

precioussapphire. :)

♥ photolog, its story time.

2009-02-27T11:16:00.016+08:00

on a sunny day in school, we began class as usual. teacher MJ was busy doing our card thingy and he didn't even bother to shh us.

as we were ignored [kinda], we spent our time doing this.

here you can see them promoting the japanese boyband NEWS.

fans, hahha.

while we were doing so, we [well, actually me] managed to coax teacher MJ to join us for play time. :D the results?

him posing exactly like i told him to.

with a rather amused+annoyed face. hehhe.

then after that, play time was over cause' it was teacher Ismail's class already.

it wasn't that much fun, us being bored and so on at the time. instead of focusing, we did what we do best.

this.

and of course, that. hahha.

recess was after science class, and yes, being us, we were a bunch of happy kids.

they may not be smiling, but trust me, we are HAPPY PEOPLE. ;)

yes, i know. they look blur for some reason. the 'we're full' look.

soon after recess, no teacher came in at all. and again, we spent our leisure time doing what we were born to do. muahahaha! i tell you, we were destined for this. its just natural. 'nuf said. :)

ms. sad face with a moustache

ms. wink

ms. big, happy smile

ms. cheeky

by now, we were getting bored already. SERIOUSLY.

so at the end of the day, we finished with tons of other pics... which can be found on my FB albums, check it out if you haven't. browse again and refresh your memory if you have.

and we smiled.

made faces.

its just another one of those post where you miss your friends a lot, and pretty much have nothing else to do. i love these people. and i sure as hell wouldn't mind doing this all over again. skip the exam part, other than that, yes i wanna do this again bha! hahha.

yours truly,

precious sapphire. :)

un juego de palabra

2009-02-25T21:01:00.005+08:00

anys's tag. :)

USING ONLY ONE WORD!it's not as easy as you might think!copy and change the answers to suit you and pass it on by tagging your friends.

01. where is your cell phone? desk
02. your significant other? endearing
03. your hair? mess
04. your mother? busy
05. your father? sleep
06. your favorite place? loads
07. your dream last night? forgettable
08. your favorite drink? H2O
09. your dream/goal? success
10. what room you are in? common
11. your hobby? text
12. your fear? shh
13. where do you want to be in 6 years? admin
14. where were you last night? nowhere
15. something that you aren't? quiet
16. muffins? delectable
17. wish list item? notebook
18. where you grew up? hospital
19. last thing you did? tv
20. what are you wearing? spaghetti's
21. your TV? heroes
22. your pet(s)? nil
23. friends? loves
24. your life? parfait
25. your mood? sober
26. missing someone? badly
27. car? cravings
28. something you're not wearing? jewellery
29. your favorite store? various
30. your favorite color? black
33. when is the last time you laughed? didn't
34. last time you cried? past
35. who will resend this? people
36. one place that i go to over and over? b's
37. one person who emails me regularly? facebook
38. another person who emails me regularly? friendster
39. are you nice? maybe
40. who's your enemy? zilch

oh, and few questions seem like their missing. hahha. this was okay.
tags : ting, win, eca, cynta, ciean. :)

yours truly,
precious sapphire.

rewind to 05&07.

2009-02-25T11:42:00.005+08:00

i had a flashback, and so i wrote it on FB [to those who noticed, i think you guys know what i'm referring to]. since we were kids, [and i believe this applies to all of us], our parents always told us not to talk to strangers. am i right? so, here goes...

well, i remembered back in 05, while i was lazing around with my cuzzies at the front porch on a very lazy afternoon in kg... i got a weird phone call from a guy, who refused to identify himself and he didn't even answered my questions regarding how he got my number, who gave it to him and you know the drill. he kept going on and on about how he was my so-called secret admirer and that he knows me well, yadayadayada. he even went as far as saying that he is my boyfriend [eeewww~!]. it was ridiculous, and totally freaky. thus, the name psycho freak. why psycho freak? simple, he wouldn't stop bothering me, and when i don't reply his text msgs, he keeps on calling.

on that day as well, my uncle happened to drop by our grandma's house and asked us if we'd like to go to keningau to jalan-jalan. hahha, yeah, i know. jalan-jalan kunun. okay, so back to the story, while we were on the way, the dude, as i have mentioned earlier, was still bothering me. uhm, while we were there [keningau], we spent time going online at the cyber cafe and eating icecreams. i ignored my phone at the time, so yeah. totally didn't care 'bout the dude. then before we went back to my grandma's place, my uncle stopped to refill the gas. that's when the dude called again, and i was annoyed so i answered him. he was talking crap [obviously] and then he said, "sa tau ko di mana skrg, sy nmpk ko". and that totally freaked me out, so i was looking around from the inside, cause', well, you never know right? the guy wasn't anywhere to be seen of course, but he kept on saying he was right behind us, and he knows where we're going. aahhhh! FREAK ALERT!

man, he was freaky i tell you. hahha. so i ignored that particular line, and just uhm-ah to whatever he was saying till i said i have to hang up. i just hung up and he sent a few text saying i am your boyfriend. hahahhaa. funnylaa. then i said i got no credit, so he actually reloaded my phone. hehehe. mengambil kesempatan bha, wakakakakaka. but after he did that, i totally did not gave a damn about his calls and text msgs. ignored~. yeah, i know, why did i entertain the guy in the first place right? how could i not, when he said he even knows my bros. he stopped bothering me after a few days or so, and he never did again. amen. okay, the end of flashback 05.

flashback 07. i think i was too friendly. anywho, girls who were from my school, who happened to live nearby as well. their normal, i assure you. or so i thought. being the friendly me, of course i said hi back and stuff to them, never suspecting that one of them was a potential stalker-cum-fan of mine. blueek. i don't mean to be conceited or vain, but the girl told me herself. such a pity, don't you think? that they'd fallen prey to the 'trend' in school, to minat2 someone. on with the story, they started out saying hi to me everytime they see me in school, calling my name, and keep on looking/staring or whatever it is you call it that involves watching someone. hahaha. soo weird, but yet so true. then after that, two of them came to my house and wanted to talked to me. so okay, i went out. and did you know what she asked me? "precious, ko masih ada buku teks tahun 6?" wtf. hahha.

hilarious, i was 16, and she's asking me for something that was ancient history to me. no offence, but hey, i don't keep UPSR papers anymore [whoever yg frm my batch still keep, tell me ah. hehhe] . so i told them i don't have it anymore, and said bye. what a way to get someone to talk to you eh, hahha. few days after that, a friend of theirs texted me. and duh, of course i wanted to know how she got my number. so she said, "susah btl sy cr no ko ne, tp akhirnya, dpt jgla. kwn sy bha yg mau no ko, jan mrh ah. dia minat ko tu". she wouldn't tell me who gave it to her, then the friend [my peminat, hahha] texted me soon after. she wanted to be friends, but sounded weird and desperate. its like she's forcing me to be her friend, but who would want to if you keep on forcing them right? [ting&eca, this was what i was referring to]. i didn't reply her text msgs after she started sounding weird, and didn't even look at her friends for fear of being followed around. paranoid bha me, how also. hehhe. then this one night at pm, she texted me and said "tuhan mrh tu kalo yg namau bekwn". i wasn't pissed, but instead was kinda shocked. hahha. how can she say such a thing, i mean, of course God made us to be friends with everybody, but then again... we do have the rights to choose who we want to befriend, kan?

so i told her, don't simply say such things, everyone has a right to whom they want to be friends with. she replied and i forgot what she said, but after that, i was tired of telling her off. i let her be, she texted, she missed call, she made her friends call my name out and so on. but eventually it stopped. and i'm really thankful for that. their not as bad as how i described them, okay. just that, i find them freaky. nowadays, all they do when they see me is just glance, then look away. sometimes they call my name out loud, but i never look back. one or two of my friends have experienced similar things, and i think i've told them about this before. or maybe i didn't? i forgot. hahha. kay, the end of flashback 07.

so now, back to the very first thing i said in my first paragraph. don't talk to strangers, like your parents warned you. i'm not saying we can't be friendly, but just don't go overboard, if you know what i mean. giving someone that impression would make them think you like being friends with them, when you've only met them once, by chance at the bus stop or wherever. you never know what their capable of, so be careful and watch who you talk to. i don't think its safe being friendly to random strangers anymore. this is totally random, so i'm done now.

yours truly,
the accidental victim. :D